Hi all, not sure if having a flare or not. We had a ride out to wales yesterday and had a walk along the beach. Today at work i had to work with someone else and i had the most useless chair! I couldn't get the height right and i kept trying to get my feet flat on the floor for stability. I was up and down all day, and after driving home, i could hardly get out of the car. I was aching all over. My feet feel really painful and my left one feels as though i'm going to get pins and needles in it. It just feels weird. Fizzy. I'm in work tomorrow again and Tuesdays are the most bussiest day
To make me feel even worse, i was 40 on Wednesday and i didn't take my MXT as i was out 4 nights on the trot. Not going mad but i had wine every night.
Am i just feeling guilty as i could have messed up my system, especially as my white cell count keeps dropping. I have been put back on to fortnightly blood tests again
The funny thing is though, at my party on Saturday, i looked absolutly fab, and i look really well(had a spray tan and everything), but i can't help thinking i've burt the candle too much at one end
bye for now, dawnybee
